Page 1 - The beginning - My inner thoughts - Alone for the day - I've been thinking - My joy in life Page 2 - A story i wrote in 2008, in french, only half is immagined, names are changed - Stupid Dog - Secret - Yeahh -2 months Page 3 - Been a while... - My tatoos - i won't let you close enough to hurt me - 22 years - She decided to leave me... Page 4 - Christina Aguilera "Oh Mother" - Christina Aguilera "I'm OK" - Kwest - The Veronicas "Heavily Broken" - Test : TaSanté.com: Es-tu dépressif ?
Page 5 - So tirred of this shit - Ailee Invitation Full Album HQ - Pain - I shouldn't be here anymore - Lonely
Page 6 - Skylar Grey - Invisible - Losing it - Confession to Mr Boring - Ed Sheeran - Small Bump - Some people
I always fellt like i wasn't needed, since my mother had my brother to take care of, and i always played alone.
Then , when my brother got to school, and always got beaten by the bigger ones, my mom told me to always protect him, which i did, i beat the sh*t out of those who bullied him, i was feared by them, which is ridiculous.
The years passed by, and i still need to protect him from every single thing in this messed up world.
My little brother is totaly useless, he can't fight, doesn't know how to make a girl fall in love with him, and he is a total GEEK...
I can't always be there, can I?
And since the "accident" with my father , i have to be extra careful not to say something hurtful everytime i see that monster, i really try my best but when your brother tells you "oh, maybe you should take a month and go stay with our granny, to take a break from us, you look like a zombie" without knowing what happend he clearly saw that i wasn't beeing my usual "fake" self. it's really getting hard for me to fake every smile, every laughter...
My walls are getting all filled up with words i wrote while crying, not trying to listen to the moans of my parents bedroom